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†Adonael
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07/30/18 at 09:31:31
 
I relapsed tonight because things are going to well for me. I'm scared. I found a woman who is pure and loves me as so.

But here I am drinking so much like a pathetic loser. God dammit. I try I really do. But I don't deserve it not one bit. I'm a terrible person. I've done some horrible things I'm not over yet. Though maybe I'm get over out in time .

Relapsing hits you like a fucking brick though you know you are better than this. You be cone so far.

Look at this tomorrow self. Solber self vs drunk self. Look at what this alcohol does to you man
Its ok to relax but you took it too far tonight.

Yeah you lost some things you love, but you still got people that love you. Pick. Your pathetic ads up tomorrow.

Your father need a you. Without you he would of lost his mind. It would of been it but you bought him back from the edge. He's all you got besides her. And she is loving. She is forgiving. Don't take her for granted.

The self destructive pattern has to stop.

You'll never see your daughter you have to accept that.move one.

Life is still worth living.


Listen to me.

I'm drunk and I know.

Solber me don't hate yourself you are a good man. Remember  to love yourself. Our failures only build our character

Giittem tiger.

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Reply #1 - 07/30/18 at 15:21:28
 
Just like in the How's life (?) post. I'm not gonna pretend to know whats wrong. Just like your post here says, your fighting yourself. There is no greater battle.

Alcohol is like blood for me. I have to stare the same demon in the eyes everyday and say I hate him too. I still drink but, I moderate.

Stop drowning yourself. Does no good. It also really feels like shit the next day, and only gets worse as you get older.

You do you as best you can, but don't ever leave out those that are important to you.
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Reply #2 - 07/31/18 at 18:06:39
 
I knew two people who drank themselves to death over the last year alone (my lawyer, and a friend of a friend), my brothers girl friend committed suicide last December, we knew her for 34 years.

There are many things that drive people to drink, the world is cruel, you either sink or swim, thats the society we live in now, the fight never ends (like brushing your teeth everyday).

I was never a drinker but can always be one like everyone else.

I even go to this site to learn drinks, its a hobby of mine now.
https://www.diffordsguide.com/

However I put a 3-4 drink a week limit on myself ( 3 for women, 4 for men).

If I ever raise this number I will likely enter your world †Adonael.

If you can't enjoy life there is no reason to be here, if your not enjoying life find a way to enjoy it.


That is your responsibiliy to yourself and everyone else in your life.

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Reply #3 - 08/01/18 at 09:24:59
 
There's no chemical solution to a spiritual problem.

You can't control life, but you don't have to let life always control you. The past is in the past, although nowadays all these holier than thou motherfuckers wanna hang the past over anyone trying to better themselves. And then that frustration leads back to bottle, for some. to the needle or pipe for others. Some die young from that mistake, some keep getting chances until they are old. We all know examples of both. Everyone struggles with life, to a degree. There are exaggerated expressions like "inner demons" and "personal demons"... which is all bullshit you know, because there is nothing demon-ish about it. It's all very human actually.
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