Mr.SLaM
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God, I've been on this website since middle school. I'm on my last year of college come September.
I've done a lot of growing up since then, but decided to go for a career in game development.
I still feel like such a jackass for my racist remarks back when TMPS3 almost out. I can't believe I wasn't banned for it. That is not me anymore, and I am almost embarrassed of how much of a little shit I was all those years ago. I was in a bad spot in my life. Bad home life really, and I was just angry at the world. I still am, but not in the same blatant disregard it was 5+ years ago. I went to college in Philly, and really realized what diversity was, and to not be such a close minded piece of shit. I can never take back the stuff I said, but it's something I feel bad about. I still think new rap is awful though, that will never change.
I went to school for something I love, and I hope I can be successful at it. The more I grow up though, I tend to still be cynical as hell. People treat their lives so recklessly. You have one life to live, and people tend to just settle on shit, or treat themselves horribly. I had terrible anxiety the past year, and had to see a cardiologist for a heart arrhythmia. Luckily my heart is healthy, but that stuff really scared me, and put stuff into perspective. This is life, this is it, make the best of it. Take chances, and do what makes you happy. I think we should all try and move society forward. You guys have seen how sensitive we have been the past few years in the media. The irrelevant shit we fight about, while the world could be so much further ahead. We all need to work together for a better tomorrow. I've always posted stuff regularly, and the community, as small as it is, was always helpful. I'll continue to lurk and post a few things here and there. I hope you guys get to play my games one day, and I hope success and happiness for all of you guys as life goes on.
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